Depression and melodrama seem to be a collective group thing. You see one person down in the dumps and next thing you know BOOM! everyone’s feeling miserable. I was feeling low some time back. Am not fully recovered, but I am better, which is what being depressed is all about.
The reasons behind my mood swinging and the bitterness and stuff are something that never change:
- Career, or lack thereof.
Somehow, I have trained myself to refuse to acknowledge anything to do with emotions. I don’t know why I do it, I just do. And in the process, I have trouble figuring out what it is that I feel. I don’t understand a damn thing.
Do you ever have this feeling where the person you really want to see at some moment in time is also the one person you do not want to see at that moment?
But that’s behind me now. At least I hope it is. My 3rd sem results are coming soon. Fuck.